So today marks my dad's 2 yr anniversary of his death...I awoke to a heavy heart today...but for some reason, I started thinking back to my last birthday with him...two yrs ago...I remember everyone singing happy birthday to (me), but it was as if the only voice I could hear, was my dad's...singing very low and almost whimpering (he stood right behind me)...and I thought to myself, wow, this is the last year I will ever hear my dad sing to me or celebrate 'my' birthday...but not only THAT, I recognized mine was the LAST birthday he would ever celebrate with anyone....so, if "I" was thinking this...I knew "HE" was probably thinking the same thing...which is just so sad...to KNOW this is your 'last' of anything.
Anyway, I truly wanted to soak up every memory and second of that moment...
Miss you, Dad...:(
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